岸本順恵
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岸本順恵 P19 「Even whatever happens, it’s my fault 」
This thinking is very important.
Especially the people who are in high status should have this mindset.
But I had the time when I felt absurd from this mindset.
The time was when I had played soft tennis when I was a high school student.
I broke a small back bone from fatigue.
At this time I really wanted to quit playing soft tennis.
I couldn’t win in Japan even I had practiced very hard like that.
At a one time, since my pair made mistakes and I showed to blame it with my attitude.
Then our coach scolded me.
Because I broke my back I had told my coach clearly to quit playing soft tennis.
But I couldn’t quit.
Then I wanna and wanted to say please let me win in Japan.
I wanna still say that.
I was eager to win with soft tennis in Japan.
But when I had tried very hard my body screamed even though if I hadn’t tried hard we would lose.
I was in a dilemma between those elements of failure.
I had lost my hope of winning by his attitude at the time.
I had enthusiasm for taking all responsibility for the matches before the broke of my back bone.
But this is my thought that there’s a time when the people can’t take responsibility.
However I went abroad to Australia by trying to take responsibility by myself.. - 岸本順恵
岸本順恵 P21 それは「みんな、自分のタイミングで勝負して自滅する」ということ。せっかく余暇に麻雀をしているのだから楽しみたい。そう思うのが人の心情だろう。
人はみな人や生き物に生かされているし、この世に人一人だったら生きれないし、生きれたとしてもつまらない。
約25年前、私はオーストラリアで、
これだけ辛い人生を生きてきたからもう辛い目には合わないだろう。と考えることが何度かあった。
パブや教育機関で楽しそうに話している第3の人達。
私だけどうしてこんな目に遭うのだろうか。と、自分都合で考えていた。
すると、悪い出来事に更に悪い出来事が重なり、、私なりに行き着いた考えは、
人生は誰かがマラソンだと言っていたし、
私自身もその考えを体得した。
自分がいくら正しいと、自分都合で考えても、この世の決まりは一部の人間が作り、
また、私が正しいと考えることも、所詮自分が決めていること。
要は、人生のあらゆる出来事には、自分と言う人に余白を持って接することが大切だと気づいた。
そして、余白を持って物事に接するには、
ある程度の脂肪が身体にも必要だと言うこと - 岸本順恵
岸本順恵 There’s time that I have meals dirtily.
When I’m having meals dirty, usually my body condition isn’t good in feeling negative ghosts.
I had never thought of that I’m having meals dirty.
But after I became sick, my way of having meals had changed.
It may be a side effect from the medicine I take.
I wanna look over my eating habits since my illness has been better.. - 岸本順恵
岸本順恵 If you say the equality of men and women, after you had body communication without your partner, I think you must pay from thirty millions yen to one hundred million yen.
If you don’t have ability to pay that amount money, you must buy at that kind of sexual stores or you must invest money in AV.
This is my personal opinion..